Thursday, October 28, 2004
wEhx my bbbb's~~
hahax...i finally tot of my 'b' name le...
BARDIMO
lolx~~
bcuz of e r.w.a.y show...e tardy queen reminds mi of myself...tt i alwaes appear late...so sorri mann..(u.u)/
tardy queen---> bardy queen--->bardy+mao---> bardimo!!
=P
k...tt's all for todae..=P
im in my crappy mode again..gotta scram for phy+bio revision le~
ja neh~
"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:55 AM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
wo 'fei' lai le..~~
hahax..im slackin again...
haix~
kant put myself in ctrl...
ytd nite i was studyin hist, cuz dere wud be a test todae...after i finish a compre, it was 2.30am le...whOa~ den wanted to pon maths todae, which means lyk reach reach arnd 8.30 lar..dun wanna pon e whl maths lesson..if not vv obvious...=P
guess wad..
i overslpt le..
i woke up at 7...bu zhi bu jue...my eyelids fell over my eyes....n i slpt on....till 11.30
('_')!!!!
haix...nvm...at least i did studied rite..hahax...cao zhi dao dun tel my mummy...she sae i alwaes liddat one... got test oso will overslpt...waah lau...i not purposely de mahx..*hmrp* angry leh...keep on naggin.. vv sianx leh...as if i wan to pon liddat...i wanted to take e test de!! but how i noe arh...stoopid papa...make matters worse...sae i wun overslpt if im meetin my frens to go out n plae...
T.T
so sad mann...tag-team n bully mi...haix...super sianx diao lor...one stop n e other contd rattling..den e previous contd again...so irritatin!! *gRr*
nvm...went to bp mos n study again...wif aiAi..din do much work...haix...wasted so much time...i did lyk 3 set of tian xie han zi, tian xie ci yu, sum cao ju n cloze passage onli...so lil mann...tot i cud at least finish e whl 5-yr series...usually we dun tok alot while studyin de...but todae, we tok ALOT...hahax..den kenneth joined us... hai wo miss 15 mins of ren wo ou you!!!
nvm..
bie~
means im goin off lar!! =P
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:28 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
\(=^o^=)/
im back!!!!
miss mi??
yES?!
hahax...k..bein bo liao...i noe...=P sianx mah...dunno wad to write actually...but juz feelin lyk bloggin..hahax... i tink im startin to get onto e rite track le...FINALLY...hahax...too late i noe...but...betta than nv rite??? *heex* hmm...haf been doin alot of papers recently...n i mean aLOt...yeps...ok lar, nvm e amt of work...at least dey r useful...i tink my phy haf improved le!!! hahax~ so happi mann...at least tt was one chapt 3/4 revised..i tink still haf to drill abit more on e theory n electrical tingies...after tt it shld be qt ok...
i tink im goin re-revised my humans..gotta read up on e content aredi...it's time...wahahax..i tink im qt familiar wif e sbq..so now shld start crammin for content..yehs..n geog...*erlack* my most hatred sub... haix..but bo bianx lar...haf to study...hmm...e human geog is so......yuk..nd to memorise all e case studies... yEs...ALL...!! n i totally had no idea abt development n manufacturin tingies...so...memorise blindly bahx... den o's juz 'vomit' out lor...i realise my combies r all 'content vomittin' sub...hUr huR...m i fortunate or, m i not?? -.-
yiKes!! bio oso nd to memorise!!!
T.T hmM mM mm Mm~~~ groanin in distress now...=(
nvm...i beliv i kan, i will n i must do it!!!
ps: belivin in myself~~ =)
"Faaaaaahed" @ 9:22 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
hahax...im at hm shakin legs now...here's an update for e past 2 daes...
-[-sun-17/10-]- woke up rather early...lyk 1130?? went to bathe n online for awhile den aiAi called mi..yeps, we were meetin to go studyin together...=) den i meet her le go yew tee mac lor..ya...den we study awhile..lame abit..i was doin drawins for my pract..hahax...so lame...wad to study for pract..den after awhile my dar ai came n join us...she said she got driven out by e civics ppl...so bo liao...dey even set a time whr ppl kan study..siaox..den 2-7 is out of bounds arh...how kan dey be lyk tis..discourage students frm studyin..lolx..
-[mon-18/10-]- todae got pract!! not vv nervous lar...ai zai ai zai~ =) i tink i got enuff revision le...so qt ok lar.. when i saw e apparatus i was lyk 'har......wad m i supposed to do...y got protractor one...' chEy ge nAi nAi.... hahax...e phy pract was so ez man!! juz get all e results n find mass of 1 pp clip...hahax...but i do wrongly.. (-.-) ya..one of values is B n e other was 90o-B...n i took e B..end up i got a negative gradient...
ARRRHHHH
nvm...it's over...i still got my bio test!! qt ez oso...but abit tedious lar..nd to do 3 tests..after i cut e tomato..i see e penknife qt dirty..cuz im in e 1st shift mahx...den nd to keep tings clean rite? i hao xin wanna clean but i got cut!! vv deep summore...T.T i got shocked when i feel e knife cuttin mann...not e pain...den i gestured for e invigilator n told her i nd a plaster...actually wanna tong until end of pract de..but e cut was too deep..keep bleedin..n i scared wud interfere wif e xperiment so i got a plaster...while e invigilator was tryin to get a plaster frm e sc lab peeps, i contd to do my pract lor...den diana turned back n "huUrh!" n looked at mi...yuan lai my funnel n beaker got blood arh...hahax...sorri worx..shock her..den got e plaster le...contd doin... hehex..
waited for dar ai n aiAi after pract...mOusEy nv cum...ponteng arh!! =X den we went to plaza to get e bag we wanted...=) met ber n hs...n we ate at mos burger together!! *yAys* finally got aiAi into e idea of eatin mos burger!! now we kan all eat mos together le!!! hahahahahx~~ den mi n dar ai bot e bag le...n went to plae bowlin..hahax...hs blanjah mi n ber...e rest nv plae...hs was lyk so confident...i qt scared oso lar...cuz damn long nv plae le...no 'feel' to plae..lolx...in e end i won him...2 games..hahax...n he vv pai sei cuz he challenged mi initially...hahax..den on e wae to lrt he told mi not to tel anibodi...i din! i merely wrote it here!! wahahax~
k..tt's all for e dae...=) slacked for 3 n a half daes le!!! die liao die liao...im meetin my aiAi to study again...bie peeps~~
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:55 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
waah....my legs r vv 'suan' now....
T.T
we went to pj first...met at cck n dere's a shuttlebus to get us dere...soOoo gd!! hahax...den at pj...we wanted to walk arnd ourselves...w/o havin e tourguide to bring us arnd..n when we tried to walk off, e whl grp of ppl followed us cuz we were sort of leadin infront...den we turned back n saw so mani ppl behind us...n e tourguide walk awae not knowin tt she was left alone...so funni...lolx~ aniwae, we joined back e grp for awhile b4 walkin off again...den we went to e auditorium for tok abt e courses available...if i ever get into pj, my choices wud be all e humans lor...wad's more for mi to choose.. -.-"
den we went to e canteen...wendy was finally dere...waited so long for her leh! den jiu walk arnd...e odac ppl was playin water bombs n one hit us! omg...luckily we were onli hit on e legs if not we'll be all wet...*eee* den wendy brought us to e hall to see diff cca booths...i wanted to see bball!! so disappointin.....e booth was practically empty...wif juz a few peeps sittin dere n tt's all!! *diaox* den we saw sum interestin ccas too...lyk wushu?? hahax...n we saw odac!! e ppl were tanned!!! i kant even make out their features bcuz dey were so dark! omg...e aj odac looked betta...at least not tt tanned...hehex~ yeps, n we went to aj...
aj was a disappointment.....e buildin was so damn old...omg...when we walked e grnd was lyk abt to collapse.. kan u imagine tt? haix...aniwae, tt's not e place for mi...lolx~ dar ai n mousey was so turned off by it dey decided not to go aj animore...which was initially their first choice! hahax...e auditorium is nice at least...n we saw sum fotos on e notice board...n mak jia yuan was inside!! he was e president of student counscellors... which was e prefects in jc lor...omg...bcum head prefect again...he doesn to be tired of it...n i heard e tourguide said tt he was qt a heart throb in aj... -.-" *diaox*
aj haf astronomy as cca!! so interestin rite? but im not goin...n i kant go...hahax~
den finally we, 'e Bs' haf time for ourselves le...we went to suntec to get mousey's camera n den to habourfront to get e memory card which was a free gift...e cab-driver took us to e wrong place! n we haf to walked lor... on e wae in e cab, we passed by sg river n we saw e other side of it....so nice!! e shore was lyk a beach...n cleaner than east coast...hahax...seems lyk dere r stil alot of tings we haven seen in sg...we shld go tour arnd sg after o's! lolx...
*yAys* den we went to bugis...n e first place we went is.................e toilet..=X hahax~ after we went to our fav place---e neoprint shop...lolx lol~ i was tinkin of takin a grp shot, den another wif aiai, dar ai n mousey each in e first place...den we all changed for $10...e first time we took aiai paid first...after tt we decided to pool our money together n take all e pix together...we end up takin 4 times!! after mi n dar ai took another time...we haf broken our 3 times record aredi!! 5 times altogether...we spent lyk $14 juz for neoprints...omg...hahax...but nvm...it was so fun...we wrote jap words on it oso! anihow write de lar...u tink i noe jap mehx....hahax...as long as it looks real kan le! wahahax~ how lame kan we get..den we walked arnd bugis again...went to bugis village.. n finally----coffee bean...hahax...it seems to haf bcum a routine tt we end our dae in coffee bean's...lolx~ todae seem to haf less tings to tok abt...mayb bcuz dere was not much a prob presently bahx... peace for now!! =) den i tried a new drink todae..malibu's dream..it's nice!! bananas n strawberries!! hahax..im goin to try out all e drinks on e menu!! den we went to edge...n evrbodi was practically dead beat...except for mi?? i wanted to catch a movie!! i juz feel lyk i muz watch a movie todae!!! but we din....so disappointin...=( mani a times we wanted to watch a film but nv in e end....haix~~ it was qt late...lyk 9+ n we went hm le...
todae was crazy!! hahax~
had so much fun todae...got to noe more abt jcs...so fun...bullyin aiai...hahax...so tirin too...=) k...im goin to get sum work done now...gonna start studyin again tml!! bie bie~~
ps: *muAkx* luv u peeps~bambi, bimbo, bambino...
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:18 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
im sO dAmn pIsSed oFf nOw!!!!!! i hAf tO wRite anOthEr entRy!!
.........
nobodi lyks bein accused k...so dun tink im doin u wrong...i din do anitin wrong! u r makin up a story to make urself feel betta...feel pitiful...n pathetic..
y do ppl lyk to assume tings?? it's so sickenin...n when i aredi told dem e reason..dey juz wun let it in..den wad for u ask?? u juz wanna hear tings tt r pleasant to u...accept e truth! u juz dun wanna accept it...u juz tink tt im lettin u down...did i? do i owe u anitin? im not obliged to make u feel happi..im not obliged to do anitin for u..i haf my rights to do certain tings i beliv in...n tt may differ to u...but tt doesn mean im wrong...i dun tink u will ever get it...when u met wif a prob, e onli ting u do is juz to run awae...n finds a reason which will make u feel betta...in e end, dun u realise u r juz deludin urself??
if u dun get it, i dun mind...i washin my hands off tis...it's an impt lesson u nd to learn..if u dun, u r goin lose out in future...
e onli wae to solve a prob is to face dem n get facts rite...
ARGH
irritants
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:54 PM
hahax...i change my blogskin le...look almost e same...but finally got rid of e frog le!! *yAys*
helped my aiAi made hers too...yay...finally finished evrtin...
tml goin to pjc n ajc wif dem worx...hmm...feel abit weird bahx...vv happi for dem tt dey haf such gd grades.. but at e same time, feel abit sad for myself bahx...feel abit inferior to dem lor...i noe frens shld nv take anitin for comparison..but...i kant help feelin tis wae...=(
nvm...tis feelin will go awae...sooner or lata...i muz stay happi...if kai xin guo oso surrender to depression... how to save my frens? lolx...
dun kare abt mi...hahax...it's juz a few moments of my depressions again...relapse arh...hahax...
lata muz go study n do work le...hmm...i tink my phy got improve leh!! at least i kan do e qns wif lEss difficulties now..hahax....maths...haix...still e same...i feel relli hopeless for it aredi...
ARGH.....T.T
nvm...i'll keep on practisin de...i dun beliv i kant make it...muz beliv in myself!!
wad if efforts arent paid off.......??
*blehx* k fine....stop tinkin of e negative side...i will tRy to do my best de!! =)
ps: lUv ya aLL~~ eSp my bBs fAmiLy...=* muAkx~
"Faaaaaahed" @ 11:01 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
haix....
so so so sooooooooo sianx..
T.T
juz manage to finish one phy pp...n im losin my concentration...so im now infront of my comp again...haix..
how how how??? i kannt concentrate leh!! i relli got not enuff time to do hw n revision...but relli kannt concentrate..i oso dunno wad im tinkin of..it's lyk..vv difficult to settle down to get proper work done lor...haix...i din even on my music tis time..my father oso went into his rm to watch tv instead of watchin it in e livin rm...
BUT......i still kannt concentrate...
T.T
feel so helpless...
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:41 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
hmm...juz reach hm not long ago..
went to yum cha for dinner with my whl family includin both of my sis' bfs...to celeb mummy n papa de bdae nor..e food took damn long to serve arh...not xactly heavenly..but overall, ok lar...=)
vv ex leh...$203 for lyk, 5 dishes onli....
haix...im sick...again...ytd nite suddenly got high fever..plus flu plus sorethroat...y do i haf to get sick at tis time...haix...relli no mood to study...headache arh...alamak..tis wk got alot of hw to do oso...hmm...
gei zi ji jia you!! =)
y do ppl get so xtreme over certain tings?? dey totally twisted wad i meant...haix...so hard to communicate wif ppl...so mani misunderstandins...so mani silent arguments...haix...so vexed...
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:28 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
i read e blog le...suddenly feel so guilty....
y??
izzit bcuz im relli in e wrong to treat her lyk tis??
u noe, sumtimes i do certain tings i relli kant help it de...i do wadevr it cums to my minds...i can be accomodating..but i hate pretence..so dun xpect mi to do it...
i dunno wad xactly happen too...wad i kan sae is..mayb it's feelins accumulated...mayb i din handle it well enuff..it all turns out to be my fault in e end..bcuz i dunno pretence..ok...mayb tt's too xtreme a word to use... but sumtimes tings get to a certain pt whr u juz kant pretend dere isnt a prob...when dere is...
and it's not bcuz of anibodi or anitin tt my attitude changes..as i said, u got to realised sth when e time cums..i tried to shuff it awae..tings will be ok...now it's a crucial time..when mi myself oso feel maimed to do anitin.. kan we tok abt it lata?? i juz dun haf e heart to discuss tis now...
pls...i relli relli nd more time than anione for studyin now..it's late...but i dun wanna waste my laz chance...my life is gettin out of ctrl...but i wanna hang on to it till e vv laz min...pls...tink of others...dey r too havin a hard time...pls realise it soon...it's juz not e right time to discuss such tings now..
mayb it's retribution...but taken place on e wrong person...i see e same ting happenin...y muz evrting take place at such a critical time...
waah biangx........x_x
im tryin so hard to put tings into ctrl...but evrtin juz turns out otherwise..........
aRGh
no mood to pia liao....=.=
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:29 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i tink i slack qt alot tis wk...haix...kant drag animore le...i haf juz drawn up a timetable but evrtin's messed up by e new sch timetable...it sucked...=(
lessons until 1.50...followed by remedials..until 4.45..n my klass got e xtra 2hrs for geog...means haf to stay until 6.45....!! evrdae!!!
>.<
haix..nvm lar...juz bear wif it for tis mth lor..aniwae, kinda sad tt we r goin to be seperated soon...n my results liddat...seems lyk i kant go aniwhr...aniwae, lyk wad ms suriyani saes, i wan to decide whr im goin myself!! not e pp!! jia you peeps...im goin to make it too!! =)
hopefully lar....
n i've got a lollipop todae!! frm junhui...hahax...thkq u~ aniwae, dun tink nd to thk u lar horx? u owe mi de mahx..li suo dang ran...hahax..hmm...todae we all vv notti worx...din stay for geog...i went for it until 2.30 n e rest saes wan to go hm le...mi, chee seong n beng chow ran awae! =X aniwae, i will finish my work on time de..=)
tt dae mid-autumn festival...went to yew tee park n plae..hahax...got alot of ppl sia..hahax...so fun!! but in e midst sth happen...tt nguan kiang...fooled us...aniwae, over le...nvm lor...n chee kong made e rocket tingy... so nice!! hahax...i tink e ppl arnd was qt amazed bahx...at least im!! =P but after tt those lil boi went to plae catchin..=.= i dunno how mani yrs i havent plaed le...hahax...den mousey n e rest had a conference...den left mi, dar ai, xiang ming n zhi hao...den we keep playin candles nor...hahax...relli plae until sianx...nth to do wif so lil ppl left...den dar ai n zhi hao go n brun mousey's lantern..hahax...so bad!! den we jiu go n find mousey dey all...tok abit...after tt it's us, havin our 'meetin'..n we tried to chase hong seng awae...hahax...den we jiu went back n tel ghost stories!! so fun...hahax...den dar ai went off cuz she scared...plus she's vv tired lor...cuz she slp vv early de...seems lyk our sch is not vv clean either...lolx..nvm...im not scared k!! cuz after tt i jiu forget le..hahax...i stm one...
aniwae, tt's all for e tings happenin these 3 daes bahx...take kare peeps...muz study hard arh!! =)
ps: happi children's dae~~ =P
"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:50 PM
